{"id":67856,"date":"2026-03-15T10:29:52","date_gmt":"2026-03-15T17:29:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/?p=67856"},"modified":"2026-04-03T09:20:23","modified_gmt":"2026-04-03T16:20:23","slug":"view-from-my-childhood-room","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/current-issue\/view-from-my-childhood-room\/","title":{"rendered":"Pogled iz moje dje\u010dije sobe"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sve je ba\u0161 kao na ovoj fotografiji \u2013 mutno. <\/span><\/p>\n

Magle su kod nas \u010deste, slike \u010desto zamagljene. <\/span><\/p>\n

Dok se utisci srede i rije\u010di slo\u017ee, <\/span><\/p>\n

magla se digne i ra\u0161iri mi obzore. <\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sve je ba\u0161 kao na ovoj fotografiji, samo se <\/span><\/p>\n

ne \u010duje bu\u010dni lepet krila <\/span><\/p>\n

jata <\/span><\/p>\n

koje odleti mimo objektiva. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ali zvuk se zavukao pod ko\u017eu.  <\/span><\/p>\n

Kao i ljetni kreket \u017eaba u san\u2026 po svu bo\u017eju no\u0107. <\/span><\/p>\n

Jednako ovisan ostao sam i o zvuku dodira <\/span><\/p>\n

gramofonske iglice i plo\u010de, o zvuku <\/span><\/p>\n

listanja knjige\u2026 <\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Zumiram sliku u prozoru. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ono \u0161to ne vidim i ne \u010dujem \u2013 ne zaboravljam. <\/span><\/p>\n

Kao pisanje svjetlom, poezija je<\/span><\/p>\n

prinu\u0111ena na izbirljivost.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ali bez neizrecivog ne mo\u017ee.<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Pribli\u017eavam i udaljavam, <\/span><\/p>\n

uveli\u010davam i umanjujem. <\/span><\/p>\n

Obmanjujem se <\/span><\/p>\n

preciznim slikama  <\/span><\/p>\n

i nedvosmislenim rije\u010dima, <\/span><\/p>\n

dok li\u0161\u0107e \u0161utke obavlja fotosintezu <\/span><\/p>\n

i te\u0161ke ki\u0161e padaju, <\/span><\/p>\n

da pro\u010diste zrak <\/span><\/p>\n

i navodne pogled. <\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sve je ba\u0161 kao na ovoj fotografiji, <\/span><\/p>\n

samo \u0161to nema rasko\u0161ne omorike koju sam zasadio <\/span><\/p>\n

da bi mi, kad naraste, zaklanjala pogled. <\/span><\/p>\n

Kao sjekirom, posjekla je granata. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nema ni duda, ni oraha, ni djeda, ni oca. <\/span><\/p>\n

A ne vidim ni sebe. <\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Pogled iz sobe u kojoj sam proveo djetinjstvo<\/span><\/p>\n

nosim kao boju o\u010diju. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ostalo se <\/span>istro\u0161ilo<\/span> i promijenilo. <\/span><\/p>\n

Izmijenile<\/span> se kradomice i \u0107elije u organizmu. <\/span><\/p>\n

I vrijeme kojeg nema pro\u0111e. <\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

I magla se opet spu\u0161ta <\/span><\/p>\n

da bi me spasila <\/span><\/p>\n

od hipnoti\u0161u\u0107e jasno\u0107e. <\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Syracuse, juni 2025.<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sve je ba\u0161 kao na ovoj fotografiji \u2013 mutno.  Magle su kod nas \u010deste, slike \u010desto zamagljene.  Dok se utisci srede i rije\u010di slo\u017ee,  magla se digne i ra\u0161iri mi obzore.    Sve je ba\u0161 kao na ovoj fotografiji, samo se  ne \u010duje bu\u010dni lepet krila  jata  koje odleti mimo objektiva.  Ali zvuk se zavukao pod ko\u017eu.   Kao i ljetni  […<\/a>]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[24,388],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-67856","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-current-issue","category-volume-21-no-2-2026-april","contributor-adin-ljuca","current-issue","volume-21-no-2-2026-april"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67856","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=67856"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67856\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":67918,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67856\/revisions\/67918"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=67856"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=67856"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=67856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}