{"id":67020,"date":"2023-11-06T15:56:59","date_gmt":"2023-11-06T23:56:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/?p=67020"},"modified":"2024-02-22T11:27:24","modified_gmt":"2024-02-22T19:27:24","slug":"waiting-for-my-soul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/volume-18-no-4-2023-october\/waiting-for-my-soul\/","title":{"rendered":"\u010cekaju\u0107i svoju du\u0161u"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><\/p>\n<p class=\"p2\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"s2\">za <\/span><span class=\"s1\">Dominiku K\u0159es\u0165anovu<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s3\">Dragi Wayles, <\/span><span class=\"s1\">vratio sam se sa dugog puta.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">Iz Praga me ispratila i u Syracuse do\u010dekala ki\u0161a.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">Je li to nebo plakalo zbog mog odlaska ili povratka?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">Ili to ja <\/span><span class=\"s4\">obi\u010dnom <\/span><span class=\"s1\">pomjeranju s mjesta na mjesto<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">poku\u0161avam dati neki pateti\u010dni vi\u0161i smisao?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">Avion je s lako\u0107om uzletio, probio se kroz ki\u0161u<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">i podigao nad oblake. Sivi i tmurni, gledani odozdo,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">oblaci su sad blje\u0161tali bjelinom. Htjedoh napisati:<i><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\"><i>gledaju\u0107i oblake iz pti\u010dije perspektive <\/i>\u2013 ali<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">odmah shvatih da ih ptice nikad tako nisu vidjele<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">\u2013 samo se gordost \u010dovje\u010dija toliko uzdigla.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p5\"><span class=\"s1\">Z<\/span><span class=\"s3\">aslijepljen&nbsp;strahom od letenja, blje\u0161tavim suncem<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p5\"><span class=\"s3\">i aureolom oblaka, <\/span><span class=\"s1\">plovio sam nebeskim plavetnilom,<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p6\"><span class=\"s1\">kao da s onog svijeta vidim ovaj\u2026 s pregledom.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">Na nebesima je bilo bolje vrijeme nego na Zemlji.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">I u paklu je bolje nego tamo gdje se ratuje.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">Slu\u0161am muziku. Opu\u0161ta me. Samo ti\u0161ina mo\u017ee<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">da dosegne njenu snagu. Stotine milja iza nas,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">i noge utrnule od sjedenja u sedlu sjedala.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">A onda \u2013 crvena mrlja na dnu obzora: Sunce<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">spu\u0161teno nisko, opasno nisko, kao da ne zalazi,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">ve\u0107 tone i gu\u0161i se u bijeloj ti\u0161ini svjetlosti i sjaja.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">Rutinskim pokretom ruke spustih kapak na prozor\u010di\u0107u<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">kao \u0161to se sklapa pro\u010ditana knjiga.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">Iz Evrope sam donio&nbsp;dvije &#8220;ameri\u010dke pjesme&#8221;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">i prenio pregr\u0161t&nbsp;pjesni\u010dkih slika koje mi velike&nbsp;kontrole<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">u Pragu i Atlanti nisu ni oduzele ni ocarinile&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">A \u010dini se, da se i ovaj&nbsp;email koji ti pi\u0161em preta\u010de u pjesmu&#8230;<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">ali prvo moram \u2013 kao \u0161to su to nekad \u010dinili Indijanci<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">kad negdje stignu nakon dugog puta \u2013 sjesti i sa\u010dekati<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">&nbsp;<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p4\"><span class=\"s1\">da za mnom stigne i moja du\u0161a.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>za Dominiku K\u0159es\u0165anovu Dragi Wayles, vratio sam se sa dugog puta.&nbsp; Iz Praga me ispratila i u Syracuse do\u010dekala ki\u0161a.&nbsp; Je li to nebo plakalo zbog mog odlaska ili povratka?&nbsp; Ili to ja obi\u010dnom pomjeranju s mjesta na mjesto&nbsp; poku\u0161avam dati neki pateti\u010dni vi\u0161i smisao?&nbsp; Avion je s lako\u0107om uzletio, probio se kroz ki\u0161u&nbsp; i podigao nad oblake. Sivi i&nbsp; [<a href=\"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/volume-18-no-4-2023-october\/waiting-for-my-soul\/\">&hellip;<\/a>]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[362],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-67020","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-volume-18-no-4-2023-october","contributor-adin-ljuca","volume-18-no-4-2023-october"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=67020"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":67067,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67020\/revisions\/67067"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=67020"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=67020"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=67020"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}