ne\u0107e\u0161 puno toga pamtiti
\no meni
\n misao tu i tamo
\n naprezati se postati
\n slikom:
\nuz prigodne fotografije bit \u0107e
\n jo\u0161 vi\u0161e zbunjuju\u0107a<\/p>\n
kad si pokrenuo svoj elektri\u010dni vlak
\n bio je to vlak
\n mojega prognanstva
\nkoji sam morao opetovano zaboravljati
\n dok su mi umrtvljeni prsti
\n dr\u017eali palicu za upravljanje<\/p>\n
hitnuo si mojeg punjenog psa sa \u017ealosnim o\u010dima
\ns kreveta i ustrijelio ga pi\u0161toljem na vodu
\n i kad sam se gradio da pla\u010dem
\n kazao si: Ne brini, nije pravi.
\n Evo, mo\u017ee\u0161 ga natrag uzeti.<\/p>\n
pustio sam te dobiti sve ratove,
\n tvoje plasti\u010dne vojnike
\n napredovati k mojoj strani saga
\n zajedno s tenkovima i kamionima,
\nru\u0161e\u0107i moje ku\u0107e od kocki,
\nstabla i putokaze, ostavljaju\u0107i me bez doma
\nsa \u0161irokim nepobjedivim smije\u0161kom na usnama<\/p>\n
svakodnevno si u pet i\u0161ao doma
\nda nastavi\u0161 sa svojim osvajanjima:
\n jesam li i tamo bio dostojan protivnik,
\n premda si sljede\u0107e jutro tr\u010dao
\n prema meni, ra\u0161irenih ruku vikao
\n dok ti je u jednoj sjajni bombarder prijete\u0107i
\n lebdio, Djede, ho\u0107u se igrati s tobom.<\/p>\n
preko vikenda, sjede\u0107i u najsigurnijem kutu
\nsobe, \u010desto sam krao tvoju ma\u0161tu,
\n hote\u0107i isku\u0161ati svoju odlu\u010dnost
\n da \u017eivim;
\nrazigrano umiranje \u010dinilo je izlaz,
\nmilostiv \u010das odlanu\u0107a, premda sam znao
\nkako ne\u0107u biti u tvojoj blizini kad spozna\u0161
\n cijelo si se vrijeme borio
\n protiv mrtvog \u010dovjeka.<\/p>\n
Iz knjige pjesama Vrijeme zatvaranja, 2008 – \u00a9 2008 Mario Susko<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" ne\u0107e\u0161 puno toga pamtiti o meni misao tu i tamo naprezati se postati slikom: uz prigodne fotografije bit \u0107e jo\u0161 vi\u0161e zbunjuju\u0107a kad si pokrenuo svoj elektri\u010dni vlak bio je to vlak mojega prognanstva koji sam morao opetovano zaboravljati dok su mi umrtvljeni prsti dr\u017eali palicu za upravljanje hitnuo si mojeg punjenog psa sa \u017ealosnim o\u010dima s kreveta i ustrijelio […<\/a>]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-502","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-volume-3-no-3-2008-july","contributor-mario-susko","volume-3-no-3-2008-july"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/502","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=502"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/502\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":739,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/502\/revisions\/739"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=502"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=502"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=502"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}