kod nadzirne postaje od debla
\ni ba\u010dvi ispunjenih pijeskom
\nskupina blijedih putnika autobusa
\nstoji u krivudavom redu, ovisna
\no muskarcu kojeg \u0107e se gumbi
\nna bluzi uskoro rasprsnuti od trbuha.<\/p>\n
jesam li ja \u017didov: musliman: katolik:
\nkoga on danas ho\u0107e vi\u0161e mrziti:
\nho\u0107e li ga moje ime na listu
\nzama\u0161\u0107enog papira zbuniti ili
\npotaknuti izvu\u0107i me iz reda
\nza rukav ko\u0161ulje kao da sam<\/p>\n
odbaciv komad ljudskog roda, dostojan
\n\u017eivljenja ili umiranja, kako je stric
\nneko\u0107 govorio, na temelju izgleda
\nmojeg spolovila: jesam li spasen ili
\nizgubljen ako se on nenadano sjeti,
\nili ja, da smo poha\u0111ali istu gimnaziju:<\/p>\n
dok poku\u0161avam umiriti trzanje
\nvratnih mi\u0161i\u0107a, odagnati misao
\nkako moram prihvatiti da netko
\nbez nadzora nad \u017eivotom ve\u0107a kukavica
\nbiva od onoga tko nad njim vlada,
\non se postavlja ispred mene,
\nnakiseo mu dah moj dah postaje:<\/p>\n
Zna\u0161 li je li Marija jo\u0161 uvijek tamo:
\nrije\u010di pr\u017ee moje obraze poput \u017eeravice:
\ntamo zna\u010di u gradu: i ja \u0107utim
\nkako mi hladan znoj curi niz hrptenja\u010du:
\njesam li gotov ako ka\u017eem da, ako ka\u017eem ne,
\ngradim se da sam ga, ili nisam, prepoznao:<\/p>\n
no on se samo ceri i pru\u017ea mi
\nmoje papire, stupa nastranu i kretnjom
\nprsta poziva mladu \u017eenu do mene
\nda van istupi, pogledavaju\u0107i jo\u0161 uvijek
\nprema meni dok se ja nji\u0161em amotamo
\ni zurim onkraj njega, onkraj \u017eivota,
\nu zup\u010daste siluete golih stabala na sljemenu
\ngdje izdi\u0161u\u0107e dnevno svjetlo jo\u0161 titra.<\/p>\n
Iz knjige pjesama Vrijeme zatvaranja, 2008 – \u00a9 2008 Mario Susko <\/em><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" kod nadzirne postaje od debla i ba\u010dvi ispunjenih pijeskom skupina blijedih putnika autobusa stoji u krivudavom redu, ovisna o muskarcu kojeg \u0107e se gumbi na bluzi uskoro rasprsnuti od trbuha. jesam li ja \u017didov: musliman: katolik: koga on danas ho\u0107e vi\u0161e mrziti: ho\u0107e li ga moje ime na listu zama\u0161\u0107enog papira zbuniti ili potaknuti izvu\u0107i me iz reda za rukav […<\/a>]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-498","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-volume-3-no-3-2008-july","contributor-mario-susko","volume-3-no-3-2008-july"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/498","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=498"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/498\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":741,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/498\/revisions\/741"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=498"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=498"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.spiritofbosnia.org\/bs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=498"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}